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		<title>Some updates on the earthquake in Haiti yesterday</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 13 Jan 2010 15:14:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[From Flickr There is no way to even begin to share the things we’ve heard and seen since 5pm yesterday &#8230; yes the four story Caribbean Market building is completely demolished. Yes it was open. Yes the National Palace collapsed. Yes Gov’t &#8230; <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2010/01/13/some-updates-on-the-earthquake-in-haiti-yesterday/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><img src="http://farm5.static.flickr.com/4019/4270797566_8f3fb8df09.jpg" alt="" /><br />From <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/44293646@N02/4270797566/in/set-72157623075240969/">Flickr</a></p>
<blockquote><p>There is no way to even begin to share the things we’ve heard and seen since 5pm yesterday &#8230; yes the four story Caribbean Market building is completely demolished. Yes it was open. Yes the National Palace collapsed. Yes Gov’t buildings nearby the Palace collapsed. Yes St Josephs Boys home is completely collapsed. &#8230;</p>
<p>Thousands of people are currently trapped. &#8230; Precious lives hang in the balance. When pulled from the rubble there is no place to take them for care.  Haiti has an almost non existent medical care system for her people.</p>
<p>There are friends and co-workers that are missing. &#8230; The horror has only just begun and I beg you to get on your knees – I truly mean ON YOUR KNEES and pray for the people of this country. The news might forget in a few days &#8211; but people will still be trapped alive and suffering. Pray. Pray. Pray. After that &#8211; PLEASE PRAY.</p>
<p><a href="http://livesayhaiti.blogspot.com/">From LivesayHaiti</a></p>
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<p><strong>Photos</strong></p>
<ul>
<li>The Boston Globe&#8217;s Big Picture (by far the best collection): <a href="http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2010/01/earthquake_in_haiti.html">http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2010/01/earthquake_in_haiti.html</a></li>
<li>ABC News Slideshow: <a href="http://abcnews.go.com/WN/slideshow?id=9546756">http://abcnews.go.com/WN/slideshow?id=9546756</a></li>
<li><a title="Terremoto en Haiti Flickr Set" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/44293646@N02/sets/72157623075240969/">Terremoto in Haiti Flickr set</a></li>
<li><a href="http://twitpic.com/photos/LisandroSuero">Lisandro Suero&#8217;s Twitpics</a></li>
</ul>
<p><strong>News</strong></p>
<ul>
<li>NYTimes: The Lede blog (actively updated with collection of news): http://thelede.blogs.nytimes.com/2010/01/12/gleaning-information-from-haiti-online/</li>
<li>Wikipedia: 2010 Haiti Earthquake: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Haiti_earthquake">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Haiti_earthquake</a></li>
<li>CNN Haiti Quake Site: <a href="http://edition.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2010/haiti.quake/">http://edition.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2010/haiti.quake/</a></li>
<li>LivesayHaiti (a missionary blog): <a href="http://livesayhaiti.blogspot.com/">http://livesayhaiti.blogspot.com/</a></li>
</ul>
<p><strong>Aid/Organizations</strong></p>
<ul>
<li>Red Cross: <a href="http://newsroom.redcross.org/2010/01/12/disaster-alert-earthquake-in-haiti/">http://newsroom.redcross.org/2010/01/12/disaster-alert-earthquake-in-haiti/</a></li>
<li>Worldvision: <a href="http://www.worldvision.org/content.nsf/learn/world-vision-haiti?Open&amp;lpos=lft_txt_Haiti">http://www.worldvision.org/content.nsf/learn/world-vision-haiti?Open&amp;lpos=lft_txt_Haiti</a></li>
<li>Partners in Health: <a href="http://pih.org/">http://pih.org/</a></li>
<li>Full list here: <a href="http://www.urbanfaith.com/2010/01/ways-to-help-haiti.html">http://www.urbanfaith.com/2010/01/ways-to-help-haiti.html</a></li>
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		<title>First update on using Facebook pages for campus ministries</title>
		<link>http://journal.thisenddown.com/2009/09/28/first-update-on-using-facebook-pages-for-campus-ministries/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 28 Sep 2009 17:57:04 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I wrote in June on Migrating Intervarsityuf.org to Facebook, and I have some thoughts about how the last few months have gone in using a Facebook page for our InterVarsity chapter at UF. Benefits of switching to a Facebook page &#8230; <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2009/09/28/first-update-on-using-facebook-pages-for-campus-ministries/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I wrote in June on <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2009/06/17/migrating-intervarsityuforg-to-facebook/">Migrating Intervarsityuf.org to Facebook</a>, and I have some thoughts about how the last few months have gone in using a Facebook page for our <a href="http://www.facebook.com/intervarsityuf">InterVarsity chapter at UF</a>.</p>
<p><strong>Benefits of switching to a Facebook page (from a group)</strong></p>
<ul>
<li>You can generate status updates and posts to your wall, allowing you a much greater capability for daily interaction with students.</li>
<li>People are more likely to be a fan of something than to join a group.</li>
<li>You can have multiple &#8220;tabs&#8221; (meaning you can have multiple pages to your Page.) You can choose which is the landing page when visitors first visit your site, and you can customize these to look almost any way you like (although some customizations might require the knowledge of HTML).</li>
<li>Pages get detailed user interaction tracking (called Insights) about fans added, fans who leave, and how fans interact with their posts and updates.</li>
<li>The user interface is more like the personal profiles they&#8217;re used to interacting with, making the page feel more dynamic, comfortable, and personal.</li>
<li>Once you reach 100 users, you can create a custom URL for your page (for example, ours is <a href="http://www.facebook.com/intervarsityuf">http://www.facebook.com/intervarsityuf </a>).</li>
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<p><strong>Detriments of switching to a Facebook page (from a group)</strong></p>
<ul>
<li>Becoming a &#8220;fan&#8221; of a page has less feel of commitment than joining a group. More people become fans, but it carries less weight than joining a group.</li>
<li>You cannot <em>message</em> your members; you can only send <em>updates</em>. Both show up in their inbox, but updates are <em>not</em> the default view, and also don&#8217;t show up in their unread message count.</li>
<li>You cannot invite all of your fans to an event; you can only invite people you&#8217;re already friends with.</li>
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<p>That&#8217;s all I have for now. I&#8217;ll try to update this if I think of more. Overall the experience has been great, <em>but</em> the limitations on event invitations and messaging is putting a huge damper on our plans to use the Page exclusively.</p>
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		<title>Serving Jesus, not church or culture</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 23 Jun 2009 17:34:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Matt</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[The origin of evangelistic culture We start with the two great commands that form the foundation of Christianity&#8217;s purpose: &#8220;Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and &#8230; <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2009/06/23/serving-jesus-not-church-or-culture/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>The origin of evangelistic culture</strong><strong><br />
</strong>We start with the two great commands that form the foundation of Christianity&#8217;s purpose: <em>&#8220;Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you&#8221;</em> <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=matthew 28:16-20">(Matthew 28:19-20a)</a> and<em> &#8220;Love the LORD your God with all your heart, mind, soul and strength, and love your neighbor as yourself.&#8221;</em> <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Mark%2012%3A28-31">(Mark 12:28-31 pp)</a>.</p>
<p>Out of these commands, you find a Christian culture devoted to <em>evangelism</em>, <em>obedience to Jesus&#8217; teachings</em>,<em> love for the LORD</em>, and <em>love for other people</em>. However, the American Protestant church is dominated by Evangelicalism, which (as the name implies) places priority on evangelism. This emphasis isn&#8217;t unfounded;  consider the importance Jesus placed on people being brought to know his father, the example of evangelism set by the earlier church, and the implications of someone&#8217;s death without knowing the LORD. The result is that I, like many of my generation, was raised seeing the primary goal of Christians as soul-saving.</p>
<p><strong>Do you really love me, or are you just fulfilling your quota?<br />
</strong>What I didn&#8217;t understand as a younger Christian is that evangelism is important <em>in the context of the other commands.</em> Many of us American evangelicals have forgotten the second half of &#8220;Love God, Love People&#8221; when we are following the Great Commission, which is why (among other reasons, I&#8217;m sure) Evangelicals have earned such a bad name in American culture. We yell and scream at the &#8220;sinners&#8221; because they &#8220;need to repent from their evil ways&#8221;–all true and Biblically supported, of course, and all in the name of love (&#8220;I don&#8217;t want to see them go to Hell!&#8221;)–but really practiced without any love at all. There&#8217;s no mention that we the preachers are also sinners; there&#8217;s no compassion, empathy, or even stopping to learn someone&#8217;s name.</p>
<p>In response to our bad name, a common sermon thread has emerged: &#8220;Don&#8217;t tell the non-Christians to come to us; let&#8217;s go to them!&#8221; It&#8217;s a great thought, recognizing that while Jesus went to the houses of the tax collectors, we&#8217;ve instead been sitting in our temples telling the &#8220;tax collectors&#8221; of our day that they&#8217;re not good enough to even come to our temples. What&#8217;s this meant for a lot of my generation, however, is that instead of just sitting in church in a Christian bubble, we instead push outward on our bubble and try to sort of just crush everyone else&#8217;s bubbles underneath ours. Instead of just sitting around at youth group, the youth group now goes out on campus and does cold contact evangelism (walking up to perfect strangers and asking/telling them about Jesus.)</p>
<p>Now, there&#8217;s nothing wrong with contact evangelism or street preaching. There are certainly times when the LORD prompts you to speak to someone you don&#8217;t know, and some people find that that&#8217;s a regular enough part of their lives (or feel like it should be) that contact evangelism, street preaching, and the like are where they best connect to people about Jesus. That&#8217;s fine. But there&#8217;s a much more foundational element of the Great Commission that we&#8217;re often missing.</p>
<p>If you&#8217;re an evangelical Christian, consider this: how many of your close friends <em>aren&#8217;t </em>Christian? Did you make any friends in your classes or at your job? Did you join any non-Christian clubs? Are you involved in any non-church social activities? Or is your entire circle of influence formed of Christians? My bet is that we&#8217;ll find that we&#8217;re a lot more immersed in Christian culture than we realize. Evangelism must be &#8220;talking about Jesus to a random stranger on the bus&#8221; because they&#8217;re the only non-Christians we ever see–hence our cold contact evangelism mentality.</p>
<p><strong>To be &#8220;in this world but not of it&#8221;, we have to actually be in the world</strong><strong><br />
</strong>What if there were a different way? What if, instead of just sitting on the outside of popular culture, and (in the words of <a href="http://www.culture-making.com/">Andy Crouch</a>) condemning, critiquing, consuming, and copying it, we actually engaged with the world around us? What if we were around non-Christians, joined non-Christian groups, intentionally made friends with people who disagreed with us or don&#8217;t understand us?</p>
<p>My wife Tereva has always been frustrated with one aspect of the culture of our InterVarsity chapter: it is often the only campus group its members are connected to. People join our chapter and love the fellowship, community, teaching, and even the outreach, and they are content just to stay there. Rather, Tereva wants them to join other campus groups, get to know other people, go do extracurricular activities you love and make friends there. My intial response was to wonder why we wanted to encourage people to spend <em>less </em>time with our group, but I soon saw that even our &#8220;outreach&#8221; events were merely just us trying to expand the edges of our little bubble of IV culture.</p>
<p><strong>My challenge to us<br />
</strong>I always feel a disconnect when people are so super-hyper about evangelism and church culture but seem to know nothing about the people they claim to want to reach. There&#8217;s a definite need for all of us to realize that Jesus didn&#8217;t <em>just</em> talk about the Kingdom–he talked to people where they were. Talking to shepherds, he used sheep metaphors. In a religious culture that didn&#8217;t allow mingling with sinners, he sat and ate with sinners. When speaking to untouchable lepers, he reached out and put his hand on them while he spoke. In the same way also, meeting people where they are doesn&#8217;t just mean going with a group of Christian friends in Christian t-shirts and quoting small snippets of Biblical phrases that mean something to you and nothing to the person you&#8217;re talking about. It means getting into their culture, their situation, and putting yourself in places where you can learn from them before you start pushing your culture on them.</p>
<p>However, I&#8217;m not the only one who feels that disconnect with those church culture folks. I think I share that with a lot of the postmodern church, a lot of people my age who are the &#8220;intellectuals&#8221; and &#8220;cool Christians&#8221;–we&#8217;re proud of ourselves for actually knowing non-Christians and being able to engage in their spheres. Some marks of &#8220;cool Christianity&#8221; are embracing the freedoms that Christ very legitimately offers us, but valuing those freedoms over the call to ministry; when more of your discussions about Jesus are about how silly and legalistic the &#8220;church culture&#8221; people are, and less are about the person of Jesus and his call on your life.</p>
<p>My opinion is that John Kerry lost the &#8217;04 presidential race because he didn&#8217;t actually have a platform to run on. His entire campaign was &#8220;at least I&#8217;m not George Bush,&#8221; and while it got him a lot of press, it wasn&#8217;t enough to actually convince people he had anything to offer. In the same way, &#8220;cool Christians,&#8221; we need to be more than just &#8220;the Christians that aren&#8217;t stuck in church culture.&#8221; Yes, it&#8217;s great that Jesus has given us freedom, and yes, I support the Biblical right to drink (in moderation), cuss (occasionally, but be careful with your heart and don&#8217;t bring your brother down just for your freedom), and to watch secular movies and listen to secular music. The freedom of the LORD and his desire for us to enjoy the world around us are very important; showing non-Christians that we&#8217;re not inviting them into a life of service to church, but instead a joy-filled life serving the King of the Universe is important. However, our lives need to be most devoted to the above-mentioned foundations of the true Church that obeys our King: evangelism, obedience to Jesus&#8217; teachings, and love for God and others.</p>
<p><strong>How can I be cool and still love Jesus?</strong><br />
Simple answer: You can&#8217;t. But what we can do is recognize that our lives should not be lived in church culture, and our lives should not be lived as a contrast to church culture. Rather, our lives should be lived devoted to Jesus, and we should recognize that different people will go about it different ways. Church culture folks need to learn a little bit from cool Christians about loving and understanding the people you&#8217;re called to reach; cool Christians need to learn a little bit from Church culture folks about devoting your entire being and existence to the work of the LORD without hesitation, shame or regret. Both sides need to step outside of their comfort zone and become a little more like the other side. Both sides need to stop judging the other.</p>
<p>I know this was fantastically long, and I hope it meant something. Thanks for reading it, and I&#8217;d love your comments, criticism, and suggestions.</p>
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		<title>Back from JJP</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 01:31:33 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Matt</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[This past weekend was the Jesus, Justice &#38; Poverty Conference in Tampa, co-hosted by InterVarsity and the Tampa Underground. For some reason I&#8217;m just not coming out of the weekend with a lot to write, and the most vital parts &#8230; <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2008/07/17/back-from-jjp/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>This past weekend was the <a href="http://www.jesusandjustice.com/">Jesus, Justice &amp; Poverty Conference</a> in Tampa, co-hosted by <a href="http://www.intervarsity.org/">InterVarsity</a> and the <a href="http://tampaunderground.com/">Tampa Underground</a>. For some reason I&#8217;m just not coming out of the weekend with a lot to write, and the most vital parts of the weekend found me without a camera (or any other semblance of comfort, for that matter). It wasn&#8217;t a theological weekend (for me, at least&#8211;I&#8217;m sure some of the stuff was new for many of the attendees, but I&#8217;ve been around IV long enough for most of it to be stuff I&#8217;ve heard before), but rather an experiential weekend. Sleeping in the streets, with bugs crawling all over you, scared of every headlight and every pedestrian&#8217;s voice, getting rained on, sleeping on the hard ground, using a bush for a bathroom, waking with the sun, no private space, and a constant nagging awareness that you aren&#8217;t supposed to be wherever you are&#8230; yes. That, and walking around Ybor Heights all day with the glaring sun, worn-out walking shoes, not enough water (that wasn&#8217;t the conference&#8217;s fault&#8211;I lost my water bottle), having not showered or slept much the night before&#8230; those are the experiences that got me.</p>
<p>I assume Brian&#8217;s talks from the weekend will be up <a href="http://intervarsity.faithweb.com/underground/resources/">here</a> at some point, but I really don&#8217;t know for sure.</p>
<p>That&#8217;s all I&#8217;ve got. You&#8217;re welcome to ask me in person, and I might have more for you. Hopefully. <img src='http://journal.thisenddown.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif' alt=':)' class='wp-smiley' /> </p>
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		<title>The mother is coming!</title>
		<link>http://journal.thisenddown.com/2008/05/16/the-mother-is-coming/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 16 May 2008 14:19:05 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Matt</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[For those of you who don&#8217;t yet know, my dearest most beloved mother is coming to visit Gainesville this Sunday! Hooray Huzzah! She has requested that, like the last time she was in town, we have a lunch of monstrous &#8230; <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2008/05/16/the-mother-is-coming/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/05/n2240620_35989831_9791.jpg"><img class="alignright size-medium wp-image-1260" title="Smilling Mommyo" src="http://journal.thisenddown.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/05/n2240620_35989831_9791-270x300.jpg" alt="Mom at Grandma and Grandpa\'s Condo" width="189" height="210" /></a>For those of you who don&#8217;t yet know, my dearest most beloved mother is coming to visit Gainesville this Sunday! Hooray Huzzah! She has requested that, like the last time she was in town, we have a lunch of monstrous proportions at some local(ish) restaurant after second service at First Assembly is over. So! After second service at First Assembly we&#8217;ll all (eventually) trundle over to <em>somewhere</em> and everyone will get to hang out with Mommy Stauffer (and she&#8217;ll get the chance to hang out with everyone).</p>
<p>My first default is Sonny&#8217;s, because that&#8217;s what we did last time&#8230; so tentatively we&#8217;ll say Sonny&#8217;s on 39th. I&#8217;m open to other suggestions, but if I don&#8217;t hear any we&#8217;ll just do that. I&#8217;ll run over to Sonny&#8217;s to get us a table some time toward the end of second service, so if you&#8217;ll be able to make it, I&#8217;d love if you&#8217;d RSVP in the comments so I can get a decent numerical count. Thanks!</p>
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		<title>Crappy. Weak. But at least it&#8217;s an update.</title>
		<link>http://journal.thisenddown.com/2008/03/30/crappy-weak-but-at-least-its-an-update/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2008 23:33:40 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Today the song that has constantly popped up at just the right times has been Mute Math&#8217;s &#8220;It&#8217;s OK.&#8221; It turns itself on at the most opportune of times. I finally finished the mentorship teaching I did for the IV &#8230; <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2008/03/30/crappy-weak-but-at-least-its-an-update/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today the song that has constantly popped up at just the right times has been Mute Math&#8217;s &#8220;It&#8217;s OK.&#8221; It turns itself on at the most opportune of times.</p>
<p>I finally finished the mentorship teaching I did for the IV student leaders. It&#8217;s 10 pages. I may put it up online.</p>
<p>I was trying to think of all my Disney devices. I want a list of them. This seems to be as good a device as any. Listed in chronological(ish) order.</p>
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<li>Desktop: Dumbo</li>
<li>Dell Laptop: Nemo</li>
<li>iPod Photo: Buzz Lightyear</li>
<li>Phone: Wall-E</li>
<li>Wii: BLT (Brave Little Toaster)</li>
<li>Macbook Pro: Darkwing Duck</li>
<li>PC dual boot of Macbook: Drake Mallard</li>
<li>iPod shuffle: Chip</li>
<li>External Hard Drive: Pumbaa</li>
<li>XO Laptop: Mike Wazowski</li>
</ul>
<p>I think that might be it (I only name things that actually need a name network-wise&#8230; so no camera, no DS Lite, etc.). I&#8217;ll update it if I can think of something else.</p>
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		<title>My life.  Or what I comprehend of it.</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 04 Mar 2005 06:42:23 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Matt</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Wow. Talk about the most trying week of all time&#8230; New Orleans should have its own post entirely. I don&#8217;t even know where to start with this trip. Needless to say, it was incredible&#8230; needless to say, I am a &#8230; <a href="http://journal.thisenddown.com/2005/03/04/my-life-or-what-i-comprehend-of-it/">Continue reading <span class="meta-nav">&#8594;</span></a>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Wow.  Talk about the most trying week of all time&#8230;</p>
<p>New Orleans should have its own post entirely.  I don&#8217;t even know where to start with this trip.  Needless to say, it was incredible&#8230; needless to say, I am a completely different person coming out of it&#8230; and needless to say, none of these things are actually needless to say, which is why I&#8217;m writing them here.  The schedule, if you&#8217;re interested, is in the extended entry (click More&#8230; at the bottom)</p>
<p>It was incredible&#8230; but taxing.  And after this (plus a 9-hour car ride) I return to 962 spam comments, work from Enmark, a 62 dollar charge from a company whose shareware I stopped using before the end of the 10 days, a pile of laundry and two bags full of travel materials.  It&#8217;s 11:13 here, but my body thinks it&#8217;s 10:13.  I just returned from spending 24 hours a day with some of my best friends in the world, and I&#8217;m now sitting in my empty, cold apartment writing to a computer, listening to sad music, and wishing that Jesus would come again right now so I could just go be with him now.  Hehe.  Sounds like a Christian suicide wish (no, I don&#8217;t want to commit suicide.  Just pointing out the humor in the situation.)  </p>
<p>But now that that&#8217;s on paper, everything looks OK.  A good song just came on for that &#8211; Standing Outside a Broken Phone Booth by Primitive Radio Gods.  I&#8217;m worn out, but it&#8217;s a good worn out.  Time to get things done.<br />
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<strong>Schedule</strong><br />
I&#8217;ll try to keep it short.  <strong>Sunday</strong>, we went to an African-American church in downtown New Orleans.  Something Christian Fellowship&#8230; I forget what the something is.  The church sanctuary scared me a little &#8212; everything was gorgeous, like a Catholic church or something.  But once Abe started speaking, my fears were put to rest.  He challenged the church to stop being hypocritical like so many Christians today and actually act out all of the things we/they claim to believe.  Solid.  We walked all around the French quarter that afternoon, just watching the city and praying.</p>
<p><strong>Monday</strong> was the New Orleans Mission, a mission that&#8217;s been in downtown New Orleans for who knows how long.  We cleaned warehouses, built walls, planted flowers, sorted clothing, hung out with the guys there, and helped clean the place up.  <strong>Tuesday</strong> we made bag lunches &#8212; each of us packed up a bag lunch for ourselves and one for a friend.  We went out in pairs, and found homeless people in the French Quarter to talk with and share our lunches with. I met Ali, a 59-year-old from Africa who wants to be a teacher.  Later that evening, we headed over to the Jefferson Parish juvenile detention facility and helped lead Bible Studies for the kids there.  <strong>Wednesday</strong> morning was the retirement home where we sang songs and hung out with the folks there.  In the afternoon, we headed over to the projects on LB Landry and played with the kids for a few hours.  Hopefully I&#8217;ll be able to post pictures later.  Wednesday night, we took a night on the town and dined at the <a href="http://www.gumboshop.com/">Gumbo Shop</a> in the French Quarter, then deserted at <a href="http://www.cafedumonde.com/">Cafe du Monde</a>.</p>
<p>The trip was rough on all of us, not because it was physically demanding, but because it challenged us so much.  Even as a team, we held such luxuries that the people we were working with didn&#8217;t have&#8230; I felt like an imposter when we drove down <a href="http://www.desirestreet.org/site/ministries/index.html">Desire Street </a> in our comfortable cars and even more when we headed back to comfortable beds in a well-kept house.  Spending that time in the juvenile jail was rough&#8230; seeing kids with so much potential and promise stuck in that jail, where statistics tell us that 75% of the kids we met will end up in <a href="http://www.bootsnall.com/cgi-bin/gt/travelstories/na/nov01rodeo1.shtml">Angola</a>, Louisiana&#8217;s famous state penitentiary.</p>
<p>I can&#8217;t really write any more right now.  I don&#8217;t even know what I&#8217;ve covered and what I haven&#8217;t.  Just ask me if you want to know more.</p>
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